From my September Newsletter
September Inspirational Message
Well the dog days of summer are falling behind us now and the Autumn season is closing in quickly. I can hardly believe we are already in September. It has been quite the year for change and for re-adjustment to our new lives. 2012 has been one of the biggest years of change I have ever experienced. It has been crazy and I believe it will continue to be a bit crazy throughout September and October.
If you find yourself living the same daily patterns, feeling down and not in your happy place. Well now is the time and 2012 is the year for you to break your routine & habits, do the things you always wanted to do and begin to pay more attention to both your mind, body and Spirit. You have heard me say consistently that our planet is enduring a huge shift like never before. Things are going on now energy wise that have not occurred in more then 3000 years on our planet. Now is the time for all of us to come together as one, help ourselves and help others.
If you are not happy then you need to find your happy blissful place. Nobody can do it for you. Only you can do it with the guidance of your angels or guides. All you need to do is listen with your hearts and not your minds. We all have the ability to find our happy blissful place in life. To get up every day with excitement for the new things and new opportunities. Bliss is a place that is within reach for all of us. We all have the power to manifest the things that we want as long as it is for the good of all and all good things.
More then anything you are the one in control of your own life. Yes we will all face challenges and sometimes wonder what we could have done to deserve such misery. Challenges are all part of the reason we are here and contracts we had taken out before coming here.It is not always that you did something wrong or it was your fault. Sometimes we end up blaming ourselves for things others force on us. Nobody can bring you down unless you allow them to.
Recently I had been forced out of a seven year relationship with my partner, who I loved and still love dearly. It was not my choice and it was one of the most difficult things I have ever dealt with in my life. Definitely the most difficult challenge thus far in this lifetime. Although I do know there will be more challenges to come in this lifetime. At first I did blame myself and thank goodness I am surrounded by amazing healers and friends who have helped me, along with spirit, in unimaginable ways. For that alone I owe them all the love in my heart.
The universe and afterlife is so complex and made up or so many different layers or levels. I have come to realize that there were so many complex reasons that it was time for this relationship to end. Both physical & spiritual reasons. I went through so many emotional layers beginning with hurt and sadness leading into anger and self punishment. All of this only to help me grow spiritually shedding away layers of negative energy at the same time. I am so grateful for my spiritual path and have come to realize that I caused the same pain and suffering to my partner in a past life. Sure I'm still hurt and sometimes feel alone, but knowing this alone has helped me on so many levels.
We all must come to understand that again it is not always our fault for anything. We learn from our own mistakes and even the mistakes others make that hurt us so deeply. We still learn and grow. Some challenges can be made up from past life karma and soul-contracts, or agreements, we made with other souls prior to this lifetime. We are not meant to live the same daily patterns that we have become so use too. Every experience, every emotion, every relationship and even the mistakes we make are all part of the divines plan. The Universal plan. Very often Spirit will clear a path for you to help you get where you need to go. If there is something or someone that is blocking you from doing what you are meant to do then Spirit will clear it away.
Most often we know what we need to do or are suppose to do but we fight our own gut intuition. We become comfortable in our lives and become afraid of change. But change is always good. I have learned so much in the past 6 weeks alone about relationships and our existence on this planet. In the 6 weeks that my relationship has ended and the emotional layers I experienced have helped me to become a better person. A humble person who now lives every day and every breath with love and gratitude. All we need to do is focus on love and gratitude for the wonderful things life has to offer and all of that comes back ten times over.
You may be putting that love & gratitude out there to the universe and are not feeling as if it is helping. Some things take time and focus. We also may need to make changes in our relationships and daily routines first. If you are not in that blissful place that you so deserve then now is the time to focus and make that change. You can do it! There is nothing to fear for once you take a stand for yourself and your life the flow will begin.
I truly hope that by sharing my stories, experiences and gifts with you that it helps to lead you to your blissful place. I love you all and hold love and gratitude for each and every one of you. I wish you all the very best. Take care of yourself and those who love you dearly.
With Love, Light & Desire To Inspire.